Shanshan Zhao, entrepreneur 20/01/23

Helen guided me to explore my life through energy level. 

I had been focusing all my attention on my family, my children, and my husband, but not myself. 

Helen helped me to realise that I am going to be more accepting and accommodating towards my husband’s behavior and appearance, to be fully present with my child and understand her needs, and to see that my child’s presence can lead me to be a better me.

During meditation, I saw myself teaching in an old classroom, holding a big triangle ruler and teaching elementary and middle school students math. It was raining heavily outside, and I felt extremely sad, suppressed, and suffocated. 

Helen encouraged me to go out, and I walked out of the classroom into the empty corridor: looking outside, I saw the students doing gymnastics on a sunny playground. I went downstairs and outside, and it started raining heavily again. Raindrops hit my face heavily and then mixed with my tears: I feel sad and miserable.

When Helen asked me to focus on my right hand, I felt warm energy in my palm; when I looked at my hand, I saw a universe. The energy of the universe flowed from my hand straight to my heart, and I felt full of energy throughout my body. 

At that moment, I received a message that, in the vast universe, parenting issues, marital problems, and money concerns were all tiny little matters. Being full of energy and focusing on myself is the state I should strive for.

Finally, I saw myself becoming a person with my true self, living in a state of content.

Today’s exploration was not only about having the visuals but also about feeling the flow of energy. 

I am very happy with today’s exploration, which is going to be the turning point towards excellence for me. 

Thanks for meeting you in my life, Helen. Grateful and thankful! ❤️